I wrote this poem Sunday, September 16, 2007
When illusions fade and fantasies subside
Peaceful breezes as the moments fade
How did reality become better than the fantasy?
How did I not see this coming?
I question everything that comes my way
Never knowing I deserve what riches come my way
Trying to stay present in the moment
Staying where I am and not looking aside
Wandering eyes in moments of peace
Why tempt with fate when reality is enough
Why doubt who you are
When who you are is enough
I know not how it happened
Why I am happy and content with another
Why do I have to ask why?
Why not just be.
I choose to let go
To let it take me on the ride
Be present and in the moment
Allow myself for once to feel